The Big One Eight!

So todays my birthday, but its not just any old birthday. It's my 18th Birthday. I am now legally considered an adult and am pretty much free to do as I please...that is whatever besides having a curfew while living under my parents roof. But to be honest i don't see why people think it's that great. You can't drink, you have to register for the draft. Oh sure you can vote...that is when there's an election that you just missed and could have been apart of changing history. But besides that I mean what really makes turning 18 so great. As I see it it means your pretty much screwed for the rest of your life and any screw ups are on your ass and you don't get any more free rides. You are completely independent and are now respondsible for your actions. So if you are one of those trouble makers then ur pretty much are fucked for the rest of your life unless you change your ways and decide that you are gunna give a fly fuck on how you life turns out and don't wanna be that person who's addicted to crack, pot or heroine and ODing to the point where you end your life and have accomplished little to nothing. Pretty pathetic on your end. I feel like there are just too many things in this world that can fuck you over and put you in the worst of situations. There is absolutely no reason for life to be this complicated nor fucked up. People need to ake respondsible choices and others need to loosen up on other things. I kinda believe that with the whole marijuana situation that it does really help you get smarter and able you to attain more knowledge even though its really hard on your lungs which in case you didn't know you need them to breathe! Not saying I've had personal experiences but of most of the stoners i know are actually pretty smart and get great grades in the classroom. Just a thought I think everyone should ponder...especially the government who is corrupt beyond belief and needs to get their asses back on focus and get their minds off the damn money cuz no matter what you think money is the devil and fucks you over in the end. Money is the root to all of our societies problems. You would think that they would think up alternative ways of attaining what you need without ruining your life and getting millions of dollars into debt. Its straight up redonk a donk! Well this I leave you with my final statement of do your best and try. Try to change what is wrong so that it just doesn't better you, but all!

Slurpees!

So I definately got 2 say that slurpees are by far the greatest treats ever!!! haha soo cheap and soo delicious that i've practically got one every niht for a wek straight! Haha gotta love 7 Eleven with all their crazy flavors that they come up with :) I suggest that next time you go out n want a nice cold and cheap drink to go to 7 Eleven and get a slurpee cuz it would be dumb to pay $5 at a starbucks or $4-5 at Jamba for a drink that you can't really enjoy...n not 2 mention get really cheap refills on! ;)

That person you cant let go.

People come and people go, but not in all cases. I believe there will always be that one person that you will meet in your life and fall head over heels for. That is until the day they break your heart.
The typical action for someone who has their heart broken is to try and for get about them and move on, but moving isn't always that easy. There is someone i have fallen for deeply who hurt me really bad awhile back. I decide that maybe i should give her a second chance and try to start over. But ever since I got involved with her again its been nothing but drama and i really just cant handle it any more. I am at a loss with her. She just doesnt seem like she knows what she wants and is just making things between us more complicated than they need to be. Like i really care about her and i still have strong feelings for her but with her still obbsessed with her ex i have hit the end of the road. It's just like the Boys Like Girls song Love Drunk...how i am truely feeling right now :(
For those of you who keep getting back together with your ex's it's probably just better to try your best an move on and find someone new otherwise you are just going to be beatting yourself up and putting yourself in more pain and misery that you really dont need in life. So that I leave with you to ponder. Please comment and tell me what you think, and if you have any suggestions to help me. I really dont want to lose her :(

Pretty much almost died today! God some drivers are rediculous. Driving is a respondsiblity and there you are REQUIRED to follow the RULES OF THE ROAD!!! Save ur life and others, don't talk or txt while driving!

What 2 do?

There are things in life that u cannot answer or just dont have an answer for when u would like to help. I try my best to help n e one i can, but those ppl that want my help have to understand im only a teenager and there are just somethings that i really just cannot answer n im sorry. It makes me feel bd when i cant help but ppl also have to understand that i have my own problems that i try to get through myself n im at dead ends for my solutions, and not to mention im the type of person who keeps things to himself and doesnt really like when other ppl poke around in his business. If i want u 2 know about something i will personally confront u myself otherwise just back off.
I really have changed alot over the years in who i have become from what i was. I still struggly daily with a certain topic that i just cannot get myself over n it hurts me the most. I lose sleep over it and i would really like to find a solution to my problem. Its just hard for me t talk to ppl about it because i have been judge about this topic my whole life and im afraid of what other would think or percieve me as. Its not easy living in this world. People have to realize that and change their ways. Every should truely be equal.....

Rentng Library videos

So i've realized that people are ignorant and dont know how to take care of other people's shit...and therefore should rot in Hell!